Norberto Gomez Jr.
To the ancient Greeks, daemons were spirit guides and forces
of nature. They existed between mortals and deities. When I
was younger, I feared being possessed by the much different
Christian demons and being watched by voyeuristic, spying
specters in some kind of limbo, with the old curandero acting
as a medium. Now I feel nepantla—“a psychological, liminal
space between the way things had been and an unknown future
. . . a space in-between, the locus and sign of transition”—where
“realities clash, authority figures of the various groups demand
contradictory commitments” (Gloria E. Anzaldúa).
This is also a sign of rock-n-roll, black magic, and aesthetic
mysticism. I’ve always been comfortable with being
uncomfortable. I am a new-wave daemon—but I’m also possessed
and seek guides and maps. I want to constantly turn them upside
down and sometimes I get lost.
Here—in the chasms—are various daemons/demons, journeys
and struggles through dungeons, borders, and walls,
representing the imposing structures, rules, and language of
psychosociopolitical reality colliding with the sublime, mysterious
terror of nature.